Not happy with my misuse of my prescription amphetamines. Took a normal dose this morning, sat around, dosed another 100mg around 1-2PM. I may have to abstain from using for a week or so. I believe there are about 20 doses left. I’ve always tried to omit weekends after I start the script like this, only to fail and waste it within an ungodly amount of time. Right now I am fighting my compulsion to dose again.
Found hemp seed oil extract in the medicine cupboard with intent to get a high from this. The oil doesn’t contain cannabinoids and doesn’t have any psychoactive effect.
I have the interview tomorrow and initial consultations with a psychologist and therapist later in the week.
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