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09/06/25
The week is almost up. I have started studying the two classes, 90 minutes per day. I am reviewing the readings for English and the textbook for Psychology. For now, I feel like reading the psych textbook will be more fruitful than trying to work ahead in the English class.…
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09/05/25
Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof. Do not think so much. Keep it simple. There is a lot to do today, and it will be done without much thought. Edwin, my therapist, suggested Wellbutrin to help cope with the raw emotions that appear after years of substance abuse.…
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09/04/25
Classes went OK. I’m sure I will be learning much more about myself this semester as I work honestly at both of these classes. We were supposed to write ~300 words on why we were there, which I scrapped out in less than 10 minutes. The girl sitting next to…
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09/03/25
First class is at 12, the second around 1:30. Retaking both Advanced Composition and Abnormal Psych. I’ve been putting myself down, thinking about everything and anything that can seemingly be relevant. From Jordan B. Peterson’s 12 Rules for Life, on comparing yourself to others/things: “When the internal critic puts you…
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09/02/25
Today, I think of lust and deceit. Yesterday, I blocked a girl’s phone number. Also my former drug dealer. It was a weird correlation of events, which I contributed the cause to mystical, evil energies working in the yellow wallpapers under modernity’s vinyl skin. Alas, this is magical, nonsense thinking.…
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09/01/25
Today is Labor Day, yet I go to work for Home Depot. I am the backup book keeper and have other floor duties; today, I am a plumbing associate. Before registering for classes, I was in cahoots with a local trade union for pipe fitters. My aim was to be…
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08/31/25
Looking back at August, we celebrated my brother’s and father’s birthdays, progressively increased weights in the gym, and got the ball rolling for a return to school. All the while, I’ve been practicing good study habits with books, annotating and transcribing the useful tidbits into a word document that I…
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08/30/25
I have not reread the preceding posts. It has proven to send me back to that time, albeit momentarily, and not fruitful for the present situation which I am. Things have progressed in the past 6 months and I do not wish to revisit where I was until I am…
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12/07/24
I’ve neglected the power of recording events. It’s been nearly 6 months since the last entry. I think I wrote a short post while I was in California. I’m now back in Ohio. The past couple of weeks were rough. I arrived here November 17th? I know it was the…
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06/20/24
Was shipped out to a rehab facility in California. The beginning days were recorded in a physical journal. The charted navigation shows the rise and fall of antipsychotics in my system. I feel good out here. I’ve interviewed for a job at the local hospital, night shift, and have been…
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